??? ?? - JEONGIE?com: Three years

As I am writing this entry it?is the 2nd of February 2012?and on this day?it is exactly 3?years since a really great person was taken away from this world, in the most unfair way ever.
A person who was always, always happy, who always had time to help others, who didn't let a friend down, who listened to?you even when?you've just met..
I hope the Heavens are treating?you well, dear Wong.

I've written entries about this before, but I think I ended up deleting them again, I don't know why though.. Maybe I found them too personal before and that some people outthere didn't take it as seriously as it should.
**If you must know: a car accident happened on his way back to the military. He and two others got killed and one got seriously injured. The car that caused the accident just drove away from the scene and was never caught. The world is horrible**

A story I always think of, is about what happened the day before Wong died. He had been in an argument with his girlfriend,?but just before he left home to go back to the military, he stopped by her house with the sweetest present and apologized.

I am always afraid when I am having a fight with someone and they just want to walk out on me.
Afraid that our last words will be something mean and stupid.
I am sure that my ex boyfriends have found me annoying and desperate when I've begged them to stay in these situations. But I really can't stand the thought of something bad happening and having to live with regret for the rest of?your life. Not that I freak out everytime someone has to leave to go home, but I'm sure?you get the point!?

Last night a friendship ended between me and someone I used to be very close with. He had been ignoring me for quite some months now, but seemed like he finally had time to write "It's just easier this way :)" - what is with stupid smileyface?!?
He had turned into the person he swore he'd never be.
I know friendships/relationships sometimes end. But I honestly don't think I got any good reason why this time, so I'm just left here thinking ".. eh.. what?" foreverandever.

I honestly feel like people don't care enough about each other anymore. We're all so busy craving for things/people/parties/etc we can't have instead of appreciate what we already have.
New things are good, but we have to remember to value what we own already. Relationships, friendships, family. We take each other for granted, as we believe we have forever to make up for the mistakes we make along the way.
I am not saying that?you should freak out and live like there's no tomorrow. But repay the love and care you get with equal love and equal care.

Here end my weird entry of emo/whining/trying to spread the luuuv ..

?Tell me, I know

I lived so afraid

And still we cry alone

With words left unsaid

Yeah, it makes my stomach turn

And it tears my flesh from the bone

How we turn a dream to stone

And we all die?young?

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Source: http://www.jeongie.com/2012/02/three-years.html

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